Not If I Save You First by Ally Carter
Narrated by Brittany Pressley
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No phone.
No Internet.
And not a single word from Logan.
Maddie tells herself it's okay. After all, she's the most popular girl for twenty miles in any direction. (She’s also the only girl for twenty miles in any direction.) She has wood to cut and weapons to bedazzle. Her life is full.
Until Logan shows up six years later . . .
And Maddie wants to kill him.
But before that can happen, an assailant appears out of nowhere, knocking Maddie off a cliff and dragging Logan to some unknown fate. Maddie knows she could turn back- and get help. But the weather is turning and the terrain will only get more treacherous, the animals more deadly.
Maddie still really wants to kill Logan.
But she has to save him first.
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Not If I Save You First was really great on audio! Brittany Pressley is an amazing narrator, and she's one of the reasons this book received four stars from me. Another reason was the setting. Alaska! I liked how completely stranded Maddie and Logan were, and thought it added another layer of tension to the story. Alaska was basically its own character.
My main issue with this book was believability. Maddie and Logan were both sixteen, but they occasionally acted like they were much older. Other times the two acted incredibly childish. I know Maddie has spent the last six years living in isolation, but her ability to discern edible from poisonous berries (with just a glance) felt a little farfetched (even she said they looked nearly identical). I'm sure it's possible, but her nonchalance was unconvincing. Additionally, Maddie's badass behavior felt forced at times. I have no doubt that her experiences hardened her in some ways, but her "bedazzled" ax spoke volumes. I wish we had seen that Maddie mixed in more throughout the story. Instead, we mostly see her acting tough and overconfident.
Overall, I thought it was a very enjoyable and quick read. There's a lot of suspense and a few surprising twists. I'm not thrilled with how the story ended (again, the believability of it), and a decision Maddie made without considering all of the facts. I'm also not sure how she managed to stay on her feet for so long after... everything. She and Logan proved to be very resilient characters, and they surprised me with how well they handled a kidnapping and the Alaskan wilderness.
Side note: I wish their childhood nicknames had been explained. Mad Dog and Rascal? There has to be a story behind those, right? I was also interested in the kidnapper's backstory. We're told very little about his circumstances, although it doesn't excuse his actions.
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The Looking Glass Wars (The Looking
Glass Wars, #1) by Frank Beddor
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When Alyss Heart, heir to the Wonderland throne, must flee through the Pool of Tears to escape the murderous aunt Redd, she finds herself lost and alone in Victorian London. Befriended by an aspiring author named Lewis Carrol, Alyss tells the violent, heartbreaking story of her young life. Alyss trusts this author to tell the truth so that someone, somewhere will find her and bring her home. But he gets the story all wrong. He even spells her name incorrectly!
Fortunately, Royal Bodyguard Hatter Madigan knows all too well the awful truth of Alyss' story and he is searching every corner of our world to find the lost princess and return her to Wonderland so she may eventually battle Redd for her rightful place as the Queen of Hearts.
The Looking Glass Wars unabashedly challenges our Wonderland assumptions surrounding mad tea parties, grinning Cheshire cats, and a curious little blond girl to reveal an epic battle in the endless war for Imagination.
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I started this series years ago, but never finished it! I decided to start from the beginning (to refresh my memory and not as an excuse to buy more books). I mistakenly thought this would be another series I could read aloud to the kids before bed, but I'd forgotten how violent it was. I started skimming all of the fighting (really bloody) and battles (scary stuff), but quickly realized that violence was intricately woven into this book, and it would be pointless to skip over 75% of the story. Alyss returns to a war-torn Wonderland, and the story reflects the devastation and unfavorable circumstances.
Needless to say, I read this one solo and started something else with the kiddos. It didn't take long for me to turn the last page, because I was completely wrapped up in the story from the start (again). I really liked Beddor's take on Alice in Wonderland, and enjoyed how he turned something whimsical into something shady.
Additionally, the author was very creative with his characters and their roles within this book. Hatter Madigan is hands down my favorite, and I say this knowing that there's not much character development in the first book. There's just something alluring about him, that I believe is explained in the second book (if I'm remembering correctly). Alyss herself isn't a sweet and innocent child that tumbled down a rabbit hole, but a rebellious and stubborn princess that knows she's important. She flaunts her imagination and typically gets what she wants, so her unexpected predicament really paved the way for her transformation. I think she would have stayed a spoiled and irresponsible child, if she hadn't grown up in a completely different world.
The Looking Glass Wars was a delightfully dark spin on one of my favorite childhood stories. Beddor is a creative genius, and I'm amazed at how he's made this story so entirely his own. I'm really looking forward to continuing the series and seeing how it inevitably concludes!
The premise to Not If I Save You First sounds interesting. I'm curious why Maddie wants to kill Logan and what she'll do after she saves him. The things that didn't work for you wouldn't work for me either, but this sounds good for an enjoyable quick read as you say.
ReplyDeleteAlyss of Wonderland? also sounds like a good one. I love a good retelling!
She has a very valid reason for wanting to kill him, and his excuse is laughable. I think he thought his reasonings for what he did were valid, but they weren't. He hurt both of them with his actions, lied about it, and was deserving of Maddie's wrath.
DeleteThe Looking Glass Wars was an interesting take on Alice in Wonderland!
I found with some YA books that teens act way more than their supposed ages. Sometimes, I find it frustrating but sometimes, and depending on the context, I'm okay with it. But I can see how that's a deterrent for you.
ReplyDeleteNot too familiar with The Looking Glass. Unsuprising, considering I don't venture too often into the fantasy genre.
Great reviews!
Sometimes I forget how old they're supposed to be! Like you said, it depends on the context, and how good the story is. They made a big deal about how long Maddie had been in Alaska, and how long it had been since she and Logan were together as children, so their ages stuck out throughout the story.
DeleteNot If I Save You First sounds like one heck of a book.
ReplyDeleteIt was a surprisingly quick read!
DeleteFrom the terrible reviews I read for Not If I Save You First, I expected it to be a hot mess, but I like it. I have no problem suspending disbelief and was able to enjoy the story. I thought it had some good twists, and Maddie was a stellar mad-dog
ReplyDelete"Overall, I thought it was a very enjoyable and quick read. There's a lot of suspense and a few surprising twists." It looks like we had similar feelings about this one! I don't have trouble suspending belief, which is why this book received four stars in the end, but I do wish the characters had acted more like teenagers. Maddie would play coy with the kidnapper, acting like a ridiculous girl to distract him, and I just couldn't get behind how easily a sixteen-year-old managed to outsmart the bad guy. I understand that she was familiar with the territory, and her father's profession taught her a lot, but it was almost too unbelievable for me to look past.
DeleteI don't mind suspending belief when reading but I can struggle sometimes. Not If I Save You First sounds amusing enough but I don't think it'd be for me.
ReplyDeleteI'm on a wait list for most of the audiobooks I want to read, so this was something to listen to while I waited for something else to be available. I have a few books like this one, books that have been on my TBR for years, that I squeeze in every once in awhile.
DeleteIt was an enjoyable read, although I do wish the characters had been older, or acted younger. :)
One of the issues I have with YA is characters who act way beyond their years, but the premise of Not If I Save You First is kinda cool. I do want to know why Maddie wants to kill Logan, like, does she ACTUALLY want to kill him?
ReplyDeleteNo, she doesn't really want to kill him. He hurt her pretty badly, so he does deserve her anger. She wouldn't have risked her life to save him if she really wanted him dead. ;)
DeleteGreat reviews as usual, Lindsi. I wasn't a huge fan of the Wonderland books when I was younger, it was a bit surreal for me, maybe I should try these re-tellings as an adult.
ReplyDeleteHope you enjoy the rest of your weekend. X
Thank you! I didn't really start enjoying Alice in Wonderland until 5th grade! The retellings are always fun. :)
DeleteBoth sound good but the second one appeals to me more even though I haven't found an Alice retelling that has worked for me yet.
ReplyDeleteKaren @ For What It's Worth
I want to read Alice by Christina Henry! I really enjoyed The Girl in Red, so I'm hoping it'll be good. I know you didn't like The Girl in Red as much as I did, but didn't you say you'd read something else by her? The Mermaid?
DeleteBoth look intriguing but I'm most curious (curiouser and curiouser... LOL) about the second. I do enjoy Wonderland retellings. I may have to try that one.
ReplyDeleteWhat other Alice in Wonderland retellings have you read? I don't know of very many! There's this series, and then Alice by Christina Henry, but that's all I can think of right now.
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