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The Times I Knew I Was Gay reminds us that people sometimes come out not just once but again and again; that identity is not necessarily about falling in love with others, but about coming to terms with oneself. Full of vitality and humor, it will ring true for anyone who has taken the time to discover who they truly are.
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I received an ARC from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. My thoughts and opinions are my own. Any quotes I use are from an unpublished copy and may not reflect the finished product.The nightmare that Alessandro has fought since childhood has come roaring back to life, but now Catalina is under threat. Not even his lifelong quest for revenge will stop him from keeping her safe, even if every battle could be his last. Because Catalina won't rest until she stops the use of the illicit, power-granting serum that's tearing their world apart.
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I am obsessed with this series! I wanted to start Emerald Blaze as soon as it arrived (preordered this as soon as I could), but knew I 'd need an entire day to read it. Once I start something by Ilona Andrews, I'm incapable of putting it down! Thankfully there was a day when my husband was home and I could disappear for a few hours. I'm not saying there weren't interruptions - - because there were - - but I still managed to get through this entire book within 24 hours. It may have been 2 AM, but it still counts! ;)
This author duo is phenomenal, and I will forever read whatever they write! The characters, world-building, and storytelling are always amazing. I can pick up the next book in a series (after waiting roughly a year for a new one) and immediately fall back into the story like I'd never left. There's a larger, looming goal that the characters are steadily moving towards, but each book can stand alone and comes with its own set of problems to solve. I really love how they're able to tie everything together, yet still make each book something that's unique and captivating.
Initially, I was worried I wouldn't like Catalina as much as Nevada (for those of you new to this series, the first three books were from Nevada's perspective, the next three will be from Catalina's, and the following three from Arabella's (they're sisters)), but Catalina is just as compelling of a character. She doesn't handle situations the same way her sister would, and is instead forging her own path on her own terms. It that means keeping her enemies close and leaning their secrets, she'll do it despite how it makes her feel (and even if it puts her at odds with her family). Catalina had to develop an icy exterior when dealing with the other Houses and their Primes, or they wouldn't take her seriously. It's amazing seeing how much she's transformed over the course of this series!
The family dynamics are on point! I love everyone in they Baylor family (and their respective paramours), and how well they work together. They're not afraid to laugh or call each other out, and they've got each other's backs no matter what. They'll fight monsters together, but then argue over who ate all of the leftovers from the fridge. #FamilyGoals
Even the characters that aren't related to the Baylor's are wonderfully written and fleshed out! The authors drop small hints to remind you of things that have happened in the past, and the nudges really helped wake my brain up after some time away. It's characters like this you wish were real so you could all be BFFs. There are a ton of laugh-out-loud moments despite the seriousness of the story, and you can't help but want to be a part of it all.
I also love Catalina's magical ability and really like that she's discovered new aspects about how it works. It's interesting to see the various ways she can use it to her benefit while dealing with the craziness of their world and individual circumstances. She's not someone to be trifled with, despite how young and innocent she looks. Catalina is deadly in her own right, and I loved that Alessandro never questioned or doubted her abilities. Speaking of Alessandro, I was iffy about his return after the last book. His motives were unclear, but thankfully the author cleared a lot of things up in this one. His reasons were valid, and he wasn't trying to mislead or lie to Catalina in any way. I am SO GLAD things are out in the open now, and I cannot wait to see how their relationship progresses moving forward. #RooftopScene *fans self*
Emerald Blaze was full of action and adventure, humor and family, magic and what people are willing do to obtain more of it. I love the complexities of this series, and how I never feel overwhelmed by the various issues being addressed in a single book (that also span throughout several in the series). There is so much going on, but it never feels like it's too much. The pacing is perfectly balanced with the information being shared, and it's like riding on a roller coaster with enough thrill to make you want to do it again and again. If you haven't read anything by this author duo, you don't know what you're missing!
News:
Halito! How is everyone this week? I am S L O W L Y catching up on all the things, but we've hit a lot of snags with the new house. First of all, I had no idea it was so EXPENSIVE to have trees removed. It's seriously astronomical, and I don't know why. π We were wanting to add solar panels, but they can't install them if the majority of the roof is constantly shaded (duh). Lowe's also refuses to touch our floors since the house was built before a certain year. Why? Because there might be asbestos. HOWEVER, we had the house checked for asbestos before we bought it, but apparently that doesn't matter - - Lowe's Policy. It's the little things that are the most aggravating. Honestly, I thought we'd have all of the larger remodeling completed by now, so I'm pretty bummed that we still have so much to do before we can actually move in. And I thought buying a house was stressful - - geez.
Previous week on the blog:
Based on family, friendship, loyalty, and courage, Britfield & the Lost Crown and its hero, Tom, take readers on an epic adventure across England – from the smoldering crags of Yorkshire to the heart of London and, finally, to the magnificent shores of Dover.
With help from his best friend, Sarah, and a hot air balloon, Tom flees Yorkshire, escaping from Weatherly Orphanage and the clutches of a relentless detective, in pursuit of the truth about himself and his heritage: Are his parents still alive? Is he the true heir to the British throne? As Tom and a memorable cast of both heroic and dastardly characters unravel a royal mystery that could change the course of history, readers are taken on a breathless journey to a surprise ending that will leave them clamoring for more.
Built on more than seven years of extensive research and development, Britfield & the Lost Crown creates a real world that readers can embrace as it weaves accurate geography, literature, architecture, and history into its fast-paced story. With stimulating language and active writing, Britfield engages the reader from the first pages and doesn’t let go until it reaches its exciting conclusion.
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I received an ARC of the audiobook from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. My thoughts and opinions are my own. Any quotes I use are from an unpublished copy and may not reflect the finished product.